Wednesday, October 26, 2011

जीवन चक्र

क्षति क्या हमारे गुनाहो की सजा है ?
या है जिंदगी का एक हिस्सा
जब भी है कोई अपना गुज़र जाता है
तो दिल में यह ख्याल आता है
ऐसा हमारे साथ ही क्यूँ होता है ?
क्यूँ ईश्वर हमें ही सजा देता है ?
क्यूँ हमें ही ऐसे दुःख से गुज़रना पड़ता है ?
आखिर क्यूँ हमसे पहले कोई अपना गुज़र जाता है ?

जो चला गया वोह तो उस पेड़ की तरह है
जिसके पत्ते सभी है टूट गए पतझड़ में
देखने वाले को तो वोह पीड़ा ही देता है
लेकिन उस पेड़ के बारे में सोचो जरा 
जिसने अपना सारा बोझ उतारकर 
एक नया काल शुरू किया है 
इसी उम्मीद में की सावन फिर से आएगा 
और वोह फिर से हरा भरा होकर लहराएगा
ऐ देखने वाले तू शोक ना मना
यह तो जीवन का चक्र है ऐसे ही चलता रहेगा 
जाने वाले के लिए नया चक्र हमेशा खुशियाँ लायेगा 

जो चला गया वोह तो उस मकान की तरह है 
अब खड़ा है जर्जर अवस्था में
कंधे कुछ झुके झुके से है
बचपन बीता था तुम्हारा वहा
कुछ खट्टी मीठी यादोँ से भरा
अब बनने दो नए मकान को यहाँ पर 
जहा तुम्हारे बच्चे खेलेंगे 
और उनकी नयी यादें इससे जुड़ेंगी 
फिर से यह मकान खुशियो का आशियाना बन जायेगा
ऐ रहने वाले तू शोक ना मना 
यह तो जीवन का चक्र है ऐसे ही चलता रहेगा 
जाने वाले के लिए नया चक्र हमेशा खुशियाँ लायेगा

आज जब में पीछे मुड़कर देखता हूँ तो यह एहसास होता है
की यह सजा नहीं, शायद संसार का एक नियम है
जो हम सभी के साथ खेलता है
लेकिन यह नियम है जरूरी 
बिना इसके है यह ज़िन्दगी अधूरी

Author's Note: Chacha, We will always miss you a lot. I hope you are in a better place than this. Today, on the day of Diwali, I feel this void in my life which I guess will always be there but I hope to take your legacy forward.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Representation


Art and Society OR Society and Art. I think the eternal question is: Does Art represent/mirror society or it plays a role in shaping it ? To answer this question we should ask the basic question What is Art itself ? I read a definition somewhere which I really like. It goes something like this. The representation, expression of the world unknown confined in the frame of the mind. A moment arrested in eternity. Sometimes morbid, revolting, spooky, sick turning your stomach putting a disapproving frown on your face, sometimes too esoteric, rambling, abstruse, convoluted raising eyebrows. Other times, speaking in images, it takes your breath away leaving you gasping for air by its beauty all consuming, overwhelming. Art is everything, anything that has you thinking deep, forgetting yourself for a moment, be it a piece of symphony, poetry or a painting or a sculpture.

Now for the second part of the question: Does Art shape society ? For this part, I will again give you somebody else's words/argument. "Yes. Why? I`ll try to put you on the picture without getting muddled when attempting my sentences. What do you go to galleries for? And what about theatres? Music concerts? Do you hit such spots only because your friends say it is a trendy thing to do? Or simply to be surrounded by the bohemian spirit for a while just to show off in front of a bunch of simpletons afterwards? – No. We go there hoping, believing, thirsting for expansion, expansion of the mind, soul, world perception. We seek release, realization of our own fantasies and dreams in what we see around us in there. We go there to push the boundaries, horizons of our own minds by means of having a look into the inner worlds of others." This particular argument explains both sides of the coin but we can still recognize that art does shape society in a lot of cases.  Thus Art mirrors the minds/perception of those who create it and helps shape the minds of those who admire/understand it.

This discussion should logically should pose a few more questions in front of us. Why does only some Art works are recognized over the world or over the time ? How do we know that they represent society truly ? Does Art shown in gallery/museums is representative of all this ? Can only a few paintings represent the complete state of society ? Well answer should be logically "no" because art is relative (Beauty is in the eye of beholder), what is art for somebody can be blasphemy to others. But lets look at the few major milestones in history and try to associate or recognize paintings from that era and do they reflect that change in society ?

The Religious World: At peak of Roman and Greek civilization, religious paintings were there to symbolize/strengthen people's beliefs. Like early christian paintings, how there was god among life and motivation of religious movement began.

Renaissance And Patronage: The very essence of the Renaissance was encapsulated by the work of three Masters , who were Leonardo Da Vinci, Raphael Sanzio, and Michelangelo Buonarottio. Leonardo Da Vinci was seen as the perfect man of the Renaissance. There might have been a few more artists and I am sure there were who were probably not as recognized by time and people and their paintings might have been as good as these people’s work. But then according to “connosieurs of art” of that time felt that probably paintings of these artists were more powerful.

19th Century Art: During early 19th Century woman in Art and society were divided sharply into either domestic goddesses or ‘fallen women’, which made eroticism an area for Artists. Jean Auguste found the most acceptable way to express eroticism by referencing to Eastern societies where women were seen as merely sexual objects, a reflection of the exotics that grew amongst British Colonies.

Industrial Age: From mid to late 19th century, it was the era of slavery and child labour. The Industrial Revolution had provided cheaper goods and by doing so had drawn workers on the land into dark and growing cities. Its housing and living conditions were known to be scandalously inhuman. The Artist felt passionately about the situation and responded by identifying in their Art the human implication of what was happening, and realized too that there was a new audience for their works.

Impressionism: In the Industrial World of Impressionists, a crisis entailed a lack of emotional commitment occurred in the 1880s. Post-Impressionist, George Seurat, with his technique of Pointillism painted Sunday afternoon on the Island of Le Grande Jatte 1886, it depicted people enjoying themselves along the bank on a Sunday afternoon, shared with the Industrial occupation at the background.

There is one very famous example of how an artist painting can show the change in society. Titan, a patronage Artist, one of his works, Christ Crowned with Thorns depicted the execution of Christ. Two versions of this painting were made approximately 30 years apart. In the earlier version, Christ rolled his eyes towards Heaven, giving the painting a melodramatic effect, which was unusual in Titan’s work. In the later version, his eyes were cast so that Christ wore a more traditional air of resignation. Colours were painted with a more muted, darker tone compared with its earlier version where the brushstrokes was not as vigorous, nor was the pain and torture depicted as energetically. By looking at the two pieces separately we see how he had changed as time past. The disappointment caused by human violence had saddened him, and in return, his painting also expressed his sad feeling towards the society.

So from all these examples and this evaluation, we can say that Art is the product of our society, which can reflect its nature, the reflection of Art let us, experience the changes and behavior of our civilization. A piece of Art is a history reference of the society at that particular time. But as limited by our time and other factors we can see only very few of them and Art museums do an amazing job for us by selecting a few pieces from infinite which contains almost everything if not complete depiction of a part of history.

Author's Note: All these examples are taken from somewhere and I acknowledge all the people through this note. I apologize for not referencing personally for each example. I should also thank my friends Ankit Chandra and SIbin Mohan as this blog is a result of the discussion we have had on this topic in a last few weeks. They deserve as much credit as mine if not more.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Internet is written in Ink

So, all of you who have seen "The Social Network" know where this title came from. By far one of the best movies I have seen but this blog is not about the movie. This blog is about the issue raised by Mark's girlfriend in the movie, that he can't undo his actions about the blog he wrote on her.

This blog is also not about the general security issues we have heard of or the problems you might face by having a social account. You will find a lot of blog entries and research on this topic. Although I really like one version of a venn diagram which categorizes all the social networking websites and it is bloody perfect. So what this post is about ? This post is mainly about what you have done knowingly on the internet and the repercussions of it on you and the society.

One of the examples I would like to start with is the recent Patalpani accident in India (2 people lost lives in this accident). This video has more than a million views but that is not my problem. My problem with this video is that this will always be like a constant reminder of this horrifying incident to the family of victims. If they want to move and erase it from their memory, it is almost next to impossible as this video will come to haunt them each and every time. Don't you think that this calls for an "Internet Erase" option where if you want you can just erase that post/video from internet completely ? Isn't it their right to live their own lives peacefully ? Another video was showed to me by one of friend which according to me is even more frightening.

Another example is again a video doing a lot of facebook rounds these days. This is generally a very cute video in which a kid is dancing to some of the very famous tunes of Salman Khan and is enjoying himself. But as one of friends pointed out that after growing up may be this would be the most embarrassing thing of this life. Is it fair for us to have fun on expense of somebody's embarrassment when the person involved even has no idea about it ? Does he even know that a video has been posted by his family members (I am assuming this) which might just result in causing mental discomfort ? Who knows what impact this will have on his overall development ?

Above two examples are the cases when the person in video in not involved in posting it. In first case it is completely third party involvement and second involves your immediate relatives/acquaintances. So my question here is this, does your own involvement in an incident like this makes you completely responsible for it ? I mean superficially the answer should be YES because you have signed the "terms and conditions" and the "agreement" to put it up. You do "understand" the effect it can have and you are responsible for it. But what if you have just put up something while being in a particular situation ? How about you were emotionally raged that day and you wanted to get it out on somebody? Personally I feel that when we are angry/not happy about something we tend to take it out on the most inappropriate thing according to us.

Let me put up this argument with this very famous controversial video of Alexandra Wallace from UCLA. I mean I understand all the controversy that rose and advocacy groups which came forward to raise the racism issue but what about the girl herself ? She had to leave the college and now she has got this "stain" for her entire life. Her entire life is changed by this one incident in which the point she is trying to make is not completely wrong (about people making noises in Library) although the way she brought it up is wrong. Is this punishment worth ? She did issue an apology statement after that. Will "internet" ever be able to forgive her for her deeds. I am not really sure of that.

Writing this article has made me think about the impact internet has on some people. Are these the side-effects of the "shrinking world" because of information technology. A very famous hindi saying "Gehun ke saath ghun bhi pista hai", I think fits perfectly here. Lets think about this issue and see if there is anything which can be done to provide solace to the "victims of internet".

Author's note:- Although ironically there are a few viral videos included in the article, the author does not intend to promote these videos in any manner. These videos will serve as small benchmark for the readers about where to draw the line. 

Friday, September 9, 2011

Dynamics

Every adviser-student pair is a peculiar dyad. There are times when you (if you are a graduate student) are literally pissed off at your adviser. I have seen a lot of people just mad at their adviser for not such a big reason (at least in my opinion) and more often than not they are not happy. This is what I feel about this extremely important relationship of your life and how you can improve it. It is ironic that this is coming on a day when I am particularly not happy about it :).

The advising relationship is a reciprocal one. As you want your adviser to understand ALL your needs, so does he. There is one thing for sure that advisers like to be appreciated, be it in any manner. This might be as straight forward as personal appreciation, or appreciation of their work, advice among other things or even they might feel appreciated when you do an intense intellectual debate. You need to find that and make sure that you are doing it on a periodic basis. You can do it verbally, a gift or a card or whatever you think is suitable as I mentioned before, you guys are a special pair.

Keep accessing your relationship with your adviser at regular times. I heard in one of those university sessions that these are two major signs that there is some strain in the relationship or it is not as effective:

1. You aren't making any progress in your research/dissertation.
2. You are avoiding him or communications with him.

My personal advice, if you are stuck because of first point, is to have what I call "conflict resolutions meetings". Reconsider your goals rather than both of you just keep defending your position. I think this situation is easier to handle than the second case. Keep out your personal views of him as a person out of your research. And please please don't prejudge him before listening to him completely. I personally have suffered a little because of this. As people say "Silence is golden", it is for sure true in this case. Please give him a chance to explain himself before you start talking, he might rephrase himself and clarify its own meaning. This is also from one of those sessions "Disconnect you self-esteem or ego from the feedback he/she is giving to you".

If second point is the reason behind your ineffective relationship, it is well a very tricky situation. I am yet to find a good solution for this. You can try using a mediator but this might back fire on you as might become more defensive. At this point all I can say is that, you should shed all your baggage (ego, hatred against him etc etc) and try to mend/build a better relationship.

The value of this article for students is only if they recognize the dynamics of their interaction with their adviser. Try to adapt to his expectations for your own benefit. Have happy research times ahead......

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Shuruaat

Well, for the uninitiated, the title means to begin. This is me first time penning down my thoughts (only a few from a lot of them) on a public forum. I wanted to do this from a long time but its just that I never felt the need to express/discuss my anger or happiness and the way I feel about things. There won't be any common theme in my blogs. They would represent (If I keep writing frequently) my current state of mind. I am not a great writer, so here it is hoping that it will improve and also that there will be something you might find interesting. Enjoy.